Monday 18 December 2017

I am back!!

It has been so long since last entry. I  come across a memorable entry this morning which popup on my FB's memory. Then only I realized that I have a blog!

Years have passed and life has changed a lot since then. I gave birth to 2 wonderful babies. Me getting older and hopefully wiser. So much to write but time seem limited.

Still thinking whether to keep on writing in English as this is a medium for me to practice my writing or to write in Malay? Will decide later.

Allah is great! I gave birth to 2 healthy babies after long journey of infertility and health problems. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah! And Allah also so great to take back one of my babies so that he can be the key for me and husband to Jannah.. MUHAMMAD AMMAR RAYYAN BIN SAIFUL HAZRI was the name given to our little angel. Will write one entry for the memory of him one day. Now we are blessed with MUHAMMAD AMMAR RIZQI BIN SAIFUL HAZRI.

I hope I will have the spirit to keep on writing since I love doing so.
Till then..


Please don't grow up so fast baby.. :p

Wednesday 14 May 2014

When I say nothing at all...

When I say nothing at all it doesn't mean I am okay.. It could mean so many things are going wrong.. But as i get older, I learn that we cannot expect people to understand your situation unless they are in your own shoes. Never mind that because we sometimes do the same thing too..hehehehe..
There are a lot to write but less words to type.. I am not really well at the moment..may Allah give me strengths to go through everything as He knows what the best for us..
As many people bz with mother's day celebration last weekend, I would like to wish the same to MAMA and my MIL..(even tough i never dare to wish Mama directly because she will sarcastically said: " Mother's day should be everyday not only on certain days")..hahahaha.. Love you everyday!


To whom it may concern:




Reminder to myself:



Peace no war everyone!!


 

Thursday 2 January 2014

Happy Birthday Mama...

"I've known you for almost 32 years..u r the kindest,most wonderful and the most loving person..u've been there for my best n worst time..couldn't love u more than u love me..happy birthday Mama..may Allah grant u with the best thing here after..love u.."---that was my status this morning..

Today I want to dedicate this entry specially for u, Mama..As I wrote this, my heart n soul is already at Hospital Ampang..sad to think that Mama has to celebrate her 56th birthday in hospital this year..she never stay in hospital her whole life except for when she gave birth to all of us..she is down with dengue fever..Please pray for her speedy recovery..

Tq Mama for always been there when I need you..for accepting and love the life partner I chose..for always stand for me..for everything you've done for me and for everything you've sacrifice for all of us..we would never able to repay you forever..

On this special day, Kaklong n Epul would like to wish u "Happy Birthday"...may you get well soon and we can go back to celebrate. May Allah grant you the best thing in life here after..We love you so much..



She loves this picture so much n "force" me to make it her fb profile picture.
The 2 people I love most..(She lost her soul mate in 2010)
She understands me inside and out..always there in my sick, happy, sad, bad and worst time in my life..
A loving mother in law who love her son in law more than her own daughter..hehehe..
(not true..of course she loves me more!!)

We love u Ma to moon and back...

Sorry i make u wear this "nasyid group attire"..hahaha







Wednesday 18 December 2013

Happy 4th Anniversary!!

Alhamdulillah..genap 4 tahun rumahtangga kami..Semoga Allah terus memberi rahmat dan barakah kepada kami dan mengurniakan kami dengan kebahagian, rezeki, ketenangan dan kasih sayang serta kesetian kepada satu sama lain..juga dijauhkan dari hasad dengki manusia dan gangguan syaitan dan jin..
Terima kasih wahai suami kerana telah menjadi suami, pelindung dan sahabat terbaik...Terima kasih juga pada Mak, Abah dan Mama sebab selalu mendoakan kami..Mudah-mudahan jodoh dan kasih sayang ini berkekalan hingga ke Jannah..Love you Abang...

4 years ago

After 4 years

Mengimbau kenangan..Perhentian Island

Nengok entry kawan kite si Mummy Qausar gi Krabi n pasal plan nak ke Perhentian rasa cam best sgt teringat trip2 ke sana..first time pergi masa honeymoon yang disponsor oleh arwah Papa..sangat la sweet Papa kita ni..(I miss u dearly..al-Fatehah).. second time pergi ngan kawan baik kami, Fared & Amy (bukan nama sebenar)hehehehe..enjoy sangat2 sebab kami ada kawan yang sangat baik di sana.. Abg Yie (boatman) sesiapa gi sana cari abg Yie ni sebab servis dia tip top.. Pastu kami kenal dengan Pok Yie, nelayan tempatan yang baik hati..puas makan sotong sampai nak terkeluar balik..hajat di hati nak pergi lagi tahun depan..tengokla kesampaian ke tak..So jom layan gambar..gambar-gambar ni campur-campur dari first trip dan second trip..mampusla Amy ngamuk if dia tgk entry ni..ampun ye geng.. hehehehe

Ni la boatman kami.. Abg Yie..best brother ni..layanan first class and kawan yang baik..



























First trip

Ni second trip..nampak tak ikan-ikan?


Hubby and Fared..menyesal tak beli ikan ni..ni atas boat Pok Yie ni..

Us and Pok Yie (Amy xde..huhu)

Us


Us again..Pulau Rawa

Wednesday 20 November 2013

Makan cili ke??

Lately banyak isu pasal orang nak meroyan tak tentu pasal bila baca post orang yang dia kenal..umpama tergigit cili gayanya..melompat dan melatah tak tentu pasal..Kalau ikutkan dah nama pun media sosial, kena la open and hak masing-masing la nak tulis apa..
Yang harunya..masa beliau-beliau menulis status or komen tak pula difikirakan perasaan orang lain tapi bila pedas terasa dalam mulut sendiri baru pandai nak keluar hujah-hujah laksana pemidato hebat..keluar semua hadis-hadis atau kata-kata org bijak pandai di copy paste demi menegakkan yang bengkok..funny eh..masa diri sendiri yang buat tak pula terpikir tentang semua tu..

Apa yang aku nak kata sebenarnya..hidup ni kena la sedar diri..kalau kita buat kat orang kena la bersedia pulak orang akan buat kat kita..dan kalau kita rasa seronok buat kat orang kenala bagi orang lain pun seronok dengan buat macamtu pada kita..peringatan ini juga untuk diri sendiri sebab aku hamba yang lemah..tapi sejak dah tua ni malas nak fikir sangat hal orang..kalau dulu sentiasa nak fikirkan perasaan orang sampai perasaan sendiri terabai sekarang kena tukar..fikir perasaan sendiri, suami dan ahli keluarga yang penting2..yang lain2 silalah sedar diri..kau bukan siapa2 dengan aku..so tolong jangan menyusahkan otak aku nak pk..eehh..dah mcm terbuka sesuatu je..hahahaha..tak per..selagi tiada nama yang didedahkan sila lah jangan nak melompat tak tentu pasal ye..aku ni ramai kawan-kawan dan sedara selain beliau2..boleh jadi aku kata pasal benda or orang lain..yang tak berkenaan jgn sibuk kecuali kalau memang korang ada buat benda tak elok kat aku..sendiri mau ingatla kan.. tapi takpe..seburuk-buruk aku pada pandangan mata orang yang tak pernah nampak kebaikan aku, lagi buruk perangai orang yang bermuka-muka dan pergunakan orang lain kan..Allah maha mengetahui dan memahami..

Aku bukan insan mulia yang tak pernah melakukan kesilapan..tegurla aku dengan berhemah andai aku tersilap dan hormatilah aku bagaimana aku menghormati kalian..aku tak mintak duit or harta kalian cukupla sama-sama menikmati hidup yang singkat ini selagi termampu..Tiba-tiba jadi sesi meluah perasaan pulak kan..semoga semuanya ok..hehehe.. Peace no War everybody.. 


Wednesday 10 July 2013

Update pasal PROJEK IQRA..

Yeyyyy.. baru dapat tau nama dah dipilih untuk join program amal 27hb ni..co pilot saya adala Cik Pah..sangat excited..semoga peluang ini akan membuka lebih banyak peluang untuk perkara baik.. 
Pertubuhan Kebajikan Baitul Ehsan Al-Khairi, Tmn Maluri, KL: (Bilangan pilot diperlukan: SUDAH PENUH )
  1. Nur hazwani bt md hatta
  2. muhammad hakimin bin ahmad termizi
  3. Saiful Zareek bin Yahaya
  4. MOHD HADEB B MD. KAMARUDDIN
  5. LAILA BT CHE RAZALI
  6. Nur Shahira Mohamad Zahari
  7. ROZANA BT ZAINAL ABIDIN
  8. AHMAD ZAMANI B.ABD HALIM
  9. Norsiah Mohamad
  10. ZULIFAH RINA MOHD ZULKIFLI
  11. Sharifah Farah Shahnaz Syed Ahmad Kamal
  12. AINUL MARDHIAH BINTI KAMAL BHAREEN
  13. Naililhanim Binti Mohd Shukri
  14. NOOR HASLINDA AZLIN BINTI ABD HALIM
  15. NOOR LAILATUL MARIA BT KAMAL AMIR
  16. najla athirah bt roslan
  17. Anith Syamimi Zawadi
  18. nur syarafina bte abdul malek
  19. NOR ANIZA AZMI
  20. NURUL AKHMA ABD HAMID
  21. Ayu Syuhara Sulaiman
  22. Daila Athiah bt Bakhtiar
  23. Zanatul Ilyana binti Zakaria
  24. Ku Fauziah Binti Ku Brahim
  25. LUQMAN HAKIM BIN MOHD KAMAL
  26. SITI NURLIYANA BINTI MOHD AZIZAN
  27. ROHAYU AHMMAD ROMZAY
  28. MUHAMMED ASRI BIN MUHAMMED ALIAS
Mereka masih memerlukan tajaan bagi kanak-kanak ini..sesiapa yang berminat dan nak membantu silalah hubungi pihak berkenaan..semoga amal baik dan bantuan kalian mendapat balasan yang baik dari Allah..
Bolehla cuba-cuba tengok kat sini untuk peluang menambah saham kekal.. :D